|Skirt: Marc by Marc Jacobs|
Boots: Vince Camuto
The metamorphosis of the season can be very symbolic of what is currently happening on a personal level. Although I choose to be blind to the chaotic nature of life and the curve ball it tends to throw, I certainly am not immune. Even while knee deep in crazy town, every piece seems to fit into its own little puzzle. This month was all about fine tuning the details down to the smallest degree. As a true Libra, this was a heavy month and weighing out every last detail exhausted my scales. It's a constant battle between my devil and angel self. Some may mark that as vacillation, but that couldn't be further from the truth. It's only to ensure that at the end, every 't' is crossed and every 'i' is dotted. In the end the opposing forces always manage to come to an agreement and balance right back where they belong.
This past October, doomed to be the most difficult month, marked a lot of changes. Changes that can pick you up, swirl you around, catapult you, and drop you right on your ass like a mean tornado. For me that change meant packing and moving, turning another year older (and wiser), and chopping 13 inches off my hair. Change likes to test our patience, strength, and courage. I don't know if I passed, but if there is any significance in the underlying messages of this past month, it only leads me to feel closer to something that I cannot yet define.
What I do know is that the details are a little clearer and my head certainly feels lighter.